Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Ignore them, kiss me

I want to be that happy Rose again.

Catherine needs to stay away from his love. I don't think he loves her that much anymore. Or she's just over reacting?

Today, I was cold, very cold for an hour. I want him to feel what would it be if I'm not myself. I think he felt the pricks and thorns with me giving him the least expression. What if he's going to fall out of love with me? Is that what I was hoping for? Perhaps... I am.

Rose needs to get laid and spoke to him about the stayover, he has plans for tonight - meeting which could end till 3 or 4am. I am not going to wait to get laid. I want to cheat at times but I feel guilty all over.

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