Existence of Y

It's been a month since I last updated this space. I've been busy, WITH NOTHING apparently.

Catherine has left both Mr. B and sugar daddy. Both jerks would play out her feelings for that tight wet pussy. Her pussy ain't that cheap, although sugar daddy has been asking if I needed more pocket money.

Rose has been high on Erimin 5. A state of mind where she can be all horny again.
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I found a new cock, Mr. Y. A brand new. Damn good. Screw all the previous cocks, I want this one for the rest of my life. He is perfect. The lover that I've been looking for. He makes me scream, bang and moan so loud that I never felt that embarrassed in my life.

Both attached, both messy, both deceive. The first time he placed his heavenly cock in my wet pussy, I was both hesitant yet exhilarated. It was orgasmic, times 32382228.

A day before he leaves to a foreign city for work, we spent a night together. If I would, I wish to share him with all my needy gorgeous pussies out there, but I want him to be all mine. Fucking me all day and night. This cock would definitely keep me away from straying, ever. He's smashingly awesome at giving me such pleasurable time over and over again that I think I would do anything to keep him right next to me. I'm not boasting but he is that GOOD.

I'm leaving my own man very soon. So soon that I am feeling numb inside, indeed.

This is the only space I can say why, when and how I'm leaving him. He's no worth my time, my love, my effort. Neither do I. I love his cock but that would be the only reason why I have not left him till today. He's not been sustaining his financial status and social skills, he is a burden to me, so I am to him.

It's Dec 2008. How this year ended so quick? I felt like I've not achieve much this year. I would mostly leave him for good after the New Year, most likely the first week of Jan. Whether or not the existence of other cocks especially Mr. Y's affects the decision does not matter, he is better without me, we first step foot in the relationship for all the wrong reason. I gave myself, himself and us almost 8 months to see if this thing between the both of us do work but looking at the current state of the situation, I am ready to be by myself all over again. That SINGLE life.

B and D

Mr. B is lonely. So, I brought Sugar Daddy to meet Mr. B for some good time, apparently both of them has been meeting behind Rose's back. Wonder if Sugar Daddy is still treating me right? If only Mr. B has an eye for me instead of lust over Rose's cunt.

Catherine been sneaking behind her man's back and meeting Mr. B for some alcohol solution and Sugar Daddy for few rounds of fine dining.

Catherine should be punished for her stupidity. Rose should be fucked for fun. Both of them should swap place for a week. Rose needs new cock. A few thick cocks, actually. Let's go for a week holiday so that Rose will be able to get drunk and pick men from streets.

give me a good fuck now

I need a fucking good cock right now. Catherine decided to leave her man few days ago but it seemed like nothing happened. The only reason she is still with him was he has a tasty dick who fulfills her horny hormones. I don't like how things are going now. How I wish I can have his cock whenever I want but no strings attached.

I saw Mr. B last week and he is single again. I gave him a BLOW. I miss his fucking cock.

Give me a fuck, won't you?

break the fast

Cocks are everywhere. Festive season is coming, time to party and suck, blow and thrust.

Over the past three months, random guys, random sex. Catherine still enjoys her good fucking time with her man. Trips away from the city equals to more kinky sex time. I think Rose found out the HARD way that not many men have a fantastic adventurous cock like Catherine's man.

Let me recalled how many cocks Rose has been doing the past three months... She managed to hook up with the young chap again before he left the city. In his penthouse, she screamed, moaned, fucked and sex was crazy. Although it's a four-floor mansion, I figured grandma and sis heard Rose loud and clear that she came more than three times that night. The next morning after, Rose went to penthouse number 2 for another round of cock. From the drive through to living room to the showers. Isn't sex good when you least expected it?

Met up with Mr. B another two more time and he started getting leeched and serious over the affair. The last time we met, he found himself a great companion. I was literally pissed when I saw him giving her quickie in the room when she was drunk like a dead fish. Mr. B has moves I will never able to savour and experience ever again.

Mostly Catherine was screwing her man, don't mind the missionary position over and over again but blowing him is pretty empty and not thrilling at all. Catherine starts hunting man to blow, in the car, in the cinema, in the restaurant, in the airport. Sounds exciting? She enjoys giving him blows in random places.

At work, Rose and Catherine both found two new men who enjoy each others company. Rose met her new player from spontaneous threesome, sadly, the other cock was pussy the wuzzy. So she went back to his bachelor pad and gave him a hell of a good time. Tips to good sexual relationship, sex is all about living in the moment! Catherine's goody two shoes has a thing for her pride and innocence. She gave him one good blow once when he drove one hour back to her small old house, now he wants more. Men are greedy creatures.

Rose has not been masturbating for months. I think her sex life is getting better. Few weeks ago, she met her sugar daddy while deprived over bad sex. Did I mention, Rose had one of the worst morning sex. How? Barely 3 mins and he came. Already he had one of the smallest cock she ever had, he didn't bother pleasing her after he came. He stood up, head to the showers and lunch they had. Pathetic. Luckily she was having hungover, or else, I guessed she's raping him.

Back to the line, sugar daddy has been very good to Rose. He kept his decency towards Rose. He's a nice man. One successful man in the top listed company in the world, they meet on Sundays for lunch or dinner. Last Sunday, he almost frenched her. As scary as it seems, Rose is trying to play Catherine. Men at these age love the chase. He tipped her very well, indeed. I wonder when sugar daddy will give her a good time?

bananas wanted

Rather happy than usual. Boyfriend didn't seem that interested in Catherine anymore. Neither did Rose.

Over the weekend, Mr. B was extremely nice. We had drinks in a bar nearby the neighbourhood. Not my liking but beers are much cheaper over there. We paid for 2 jugs and ended up 2 free jugs and 4 shots of Corona for us. Thanks to me. Rose enjoys being noticed and getting free drinks. Catherine gets pretty high with Tequilas lately. After the drink, we drove around the neighbourhood and Rose gave him an unforgettable blowjob in the car. Ohh la la.. Their first time doing it in the car, it was great. Both came and the night ended with another round of blowjob. Isn't she awesome?

The party on Saturday was one of the best night ever. I never had that much fun other than giving blowjobs to Mr. B and others who deserved my delicious tongue on their hard cock. Catherine hates losers in the club who acts as though they were the coolest around. I saw this hot twins dancing away and my my.. I was about to ask if we could make out in the loo. Rose caught a lot of stares by the posers and losers because of her hot moves. The table in front of us was filled with horny nice guys. Rose saw one hot young chap, started dancing with him and slowly teasing his cock, his dick was screaming.. Please lick me! Two nights later, she was back at his penthouse and gave him the best night ever. He got one long dick which she perpetually could not resist sucking him, riding him, blowing him. Trust me, he had that much of fun, I think he forgets his dad's name. Rose love teasers but game are old news.

surprise!

Rose loves being horny. Very horny surprises indeed.

Mr. B saw me dancing and swinging on the pole that night, he text me then while I was changing, "You're really turning me on!" I love such statement.

The very next morning, I surprised him with a morning call, "Hi, I'm right in front of your door now. Come get me" Don't we all love surprises? Two rounds of sex with tasty cum makes my day great.

Went shopping in town and gulped two shots of vodka lime before boyfriend picked me up for lunch.

Later at night, met up with Mr. B and a newly-disgusted overly lovey-dovey couple in a salsa club. Looking at Mr. B swinging made me fantasize. Horny and wet. His killer moves. 4 shots of vodka spun me all night. I slept at his place and gladly gave him a wonderful morning blowjob. Another round of sex. Irresistible!!!

ps. Catherine had her fun as well two days ago with boyfriend. She can't wait for more hot sex on the beach.

hi, stranger

I met this stranger at work over the weekend and I was brave enough to introduce myself, I gave him my number just in case if he's interested.

He called me today and asked if we should hook up. Hooking up sounds fun. I think its wrong to cheat but Rose loves the adventure. The rush...
We're meeting up next week after my papers.

Mr. B should be punished. I want his cock so bad.

Sugar Daddy sounds desperate last night but I am too tired to have sex. Plus he was here on my bed, hoping to get lucky.

I hate this time of the month. All horny and red.

three sounds good

The past one month I've been cheating on him. Not one, but with three different guys. One of them was too coward to continue pleasing me because of our mutual friends, good thing I was drunk and it was just one night plus I wasn't satisfied.

I think Rose has developed feelings for Mr. B, she hates it whenever he sweet talks to her, sucker. I miss sex with Mr. B. I want my rewards. I wanna deep throat B.

Sugar Daddy has good tasty cock and I know he's crazy over me.

Yet, I do not feel any remorse.

Catherine came thrice today with my love. She loves morning sex, like every other woman having sex with the one you care and love is definitely so much better than one night stand.

lonely night

We fought again, our 83694 times. It's our special day and he promised dinner and no distractions for the night.

Catherine needs some quality time with him tonight. At least to reassure that she is still in love with him. Rose wants more tonight.

cheated already

I have no more interest in him nor the thought of sex with him. I am delusional to think that things will go well between us.

Sex with Mr. B was good. Perhaps, I was longing for some intimacy and he could provide with me good moaning and screaming in his wide house. Even Mr. B's cats appreciate me than my boyfriend.

I wonder when would boyfriend realized that I am cheating. TWICE. I told a couple of close friends. One in Auz, others are my nursing mates. Would he ever found out like how he found out his ex cheated on him? I think I enjoy the thought of cheating. My good girl mate says I'm just cheating to get my revenge on my boyfriend being busy.

I like him being busy and ignore me so that I can party, fuck and pop whatever I want. Immature.

Heartless Breakfast

Having noodles at wee hours with him was heartless or rather half-hearted. I did not feel as excited as before, Rose has not been horny for him since many weeks back. Life was good without him for the past few days, FIVE days to be exact. I did not feel like I need him, I felt more independent and less pressured as I do not have to worry about his actions because I was busy covering mine. I even stopped him from saying 'I love you' and his insincere words, I thought.

What has come into me? I spoke to my girl and she suggest I should share my feelings to him. I know he noticed that I love him lesser today, I was caught when I rather look at the birds flocking to the bright blue sky instead of looking at his predictable face.

I do not want more days like that. It is fake and there's nothing sincere in the relationship anymore.

he was INTERESTED

I am horny. Unwanted and unnoticed. Rose I am few moments ago. The longer we are together, we get bored of sex. No more love making, we do not even mention sex anymore due to tight schedule and I prefer masturbating alone.

The fact that I am interested in someone else right now and he acts as though he don't makes life more complicated. He reminds me of Mon, a mix Chinese-Indian-British. All macho and smooth, pretends as though he is interested in me, got me hooked up on him and ditched me a side after two days. I have other choices but they are not my type. I like smooth guys that sweep my feet off.

I know he no longer is interested in my brain, my body nor my pussy.

blue sheets with cuban music

It was more than words. Sex was great. We had over 4 rounds of sex over that one night, both of us took turn to cum. Yes, lots of cum.

As horny as both of us were, I was hungry for his big delicious cock inside my very very wet pussy. Instead of the usual missionary, Rose requested for doggy style as I turn him on. I might be turn off to many, but I made it clear, I've always been a whore for missionary position, I like it when my man dominates and controls me in bed. I can never resist especially when he's deep and hard inside me. I miss my 'O'.

Persistently, I demanded more rounds of intense love-making with tonnes of sweat and cum but he had more important duties to carry out than to serve my needs for more. Two days past, I'm still longing for more hot sex with him. Waiting...

Ignore them, kiss me

I want to be that happy Rose again.

Catherine needs to stay away from his love. I don't think he loves her that much anymore. Or she's just over reacting?

Today, I was cold, very cold for an hour. I want him to feel what would it be if I'm not myself. I think he felt the pricks and thorns with me giving him the least expression. What if he's going to fall out of love with me? Is that what I was hoping for? Perhaps... I am.

Rose needs to get laid and spoke to him about the stayover, he has plans for tonight - meeting which could end till 3 or 4am. I am not going to wait to get laid. I want to cheat at times but I feel guilty all over.

Money or Friends?

Last night, working in a familiar place where I rather not disclosed, this young good looking twenty plus years old man wearing a red Manchester United shirt with Air Asia signature behind approached me while I was standing near the bar.

He was sleazy, unworthy, not my taste. He wished for my mobile number and my initial reaction was, he didn't buy me a drink, neither I've seen him or know his name. I told him to get me a drink first then I might think about it, he was reluctant to do so, I ignore him. It is just a drink worth RM 23.

He said, "I just want to be your friend and don't let money come in the way", I giggled and told him, "Do I look like I am here to be your friend? I'm here for the money." He felt ashamed and turned away, within seconds he came on again with his mobile phone and kindly enough, I gave him my money face. He never dared come back the rest of the night and I'm happy.

I've gotta work again tonight.

the very first

I need to get away from myself today. I thought, starting a brand new blog would be perfect.

Today, I rather not be Rose. Rose is always sexually active, it's not easy pleasuring her. She had a good time last night with her trusted dildo.

Today, I am Catherine. Catherine Rose is my name.

Briefly, I am currently studying in a private nursing college. At night, I work as a stripper. Leeching at old, wrinkled, rich men. HERE I am leading two lives or three perhaps unknown by many other than colleagues and him.

HIM. He plays a crucial identity in my life. I get too clingy with him. Not good as well.