cheated already

I have no more interest in him nor the thought of sex with him. I am delusional to think that things will go well between us.

Sex with Mr. B was good. Perhaps, I was longing for some intimacy and he could provide with me good moaning and screaming in his wide house. Even Mr. B's cats appreciate me than my boyfriend.

I wonder when would boyfriend realized that I am cheating. TWICE. I told a couple of close friends. One in Auz, others are my nursing mates. Would he ever found out like how he found out his ex cheated on him? I think I enjoy the thought of cheating. My good girl mate says I'm just cheating to get my revenge on my boyfriend being busy.

I like him being busy and ignore me so that I can party, fuck and pop whatever I want. Immature.